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#1 To get a perfect job
#2 To have a Merry Christmas
#3 To learn how to play a Piano
#4 To drag Rach & Yan to Yoga
#5 To start my Saving Plans
#6 To go HOLIDAYS
#7 To get a Kate Spade bag
#8 To eat and never get Fat
#9 To get a perfect House
#10 To get a perfect Husband
#11 To Smile through the toughest time
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#2 To have a Merry Christmas
#3 To learn how to play a Piano
#4 To drag Rach & Yan to Yoga
#5 To start my Saving Plans
#6 To go HOLIDAYS
#7 To get a Kate Spade bag
#8 To eat and never get Fat
#9 To get a perfect House
#10 To get a perfect Husband
#11 To Smile through the toughest time
:)
Over
Wednesday, December 22, 2010, 4:34 PM
Bye 2010
Alright alright, we've come to the end of 2010 and I suppose this will be my final entry as well before we hit 2011.Love,
Tuesday, September 7, 2010, 2:36 PM
We quarreled yesterday.
On some "you-might-think-is-stupid-but-not" issues. Relief that it was settled before we parted, in the rain and us carrying an black umbella in the middle of the park below my house. It's like letting the tears flow with the rain kind of stuff. Cute shit.
I never like white apologies. Caused it's like an apology filled with lies, doubts and dark clouds that deep down in the heart is not sincere and pure. You are doing it to please somebody, but since you are not in the wrong, don't apologise. There are always situations where neither parties are in the wrong and it's just perspective difference.
Anyway, sad stuffs aside. Am starting school soon! One step closer to my degree *Screammmm*
God, please fast forward 1 year 6 months pleaseeeeeeeeee!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 11:00 PM
Blinded
We always tend to believe in what other people say, and those who don't, tend to have doubts.Not wise.
For me, if someone is going to tell me that something bad is going to happen to me or my love ones, and I have to do something to prevent it from happening, I might.
Why? For the fear of losing myself and that someone that I love.
From now, I will want to only believe in the good stuffs and ignore the bad ones.
After all, one does not need to place their fate in the hands of somebody, but themselves.
We live our own life.
Our life, the home of our soul.
Sunday, July 18, 2010, 5:43 PM
Going Slow
Life is going slow now.New job is kind-of relax.
Dad is recovering well.
Family is good.
Boyfriend is still as lovable.
Life is, good. Where are the excitement?
Friday, June 4, 2010, 12:54 PM
My Family, My Life
"Doctor said the 3 main arteries of Dad are stuck, 2 of which is 100% and the other 1 is 80%. Kid, he needs a heart bypass..."My eyes literally pop out when sis delivered this gloomy news to me, and what's better, I was in office fighting war. Tears rolled down and suddenly the glaring sun doesn't seems to be that unlikable anymore.
Daddy's condition was quite serious as he had occasional breathing difficulties and the heart screening results didn't seem to help us in anyway before the operation. He became even more paranoid of his own condition and was more vulnerable.
To all smokers, that's what smoking leads to. A damaged heart.
Indeed, people that is going for operation tends to need lots of patience and concern in attending to their needs and worries. There must be no hush voices and tones, probably 'baby' is the word most suited for them.
Now that the operation is over, I must really thank god and my dearest Daddy for hanging on so well. He is doing good and recovering well. I must say for the last two weeks, i felt team work. Be it from my sis, my mom or my bro that is studying oversea, Bravo for all of you.
I hope Daddy is gonna recover well and we can go Bird Park soon. :)
I love my family, the family of my life.
Sunday, April 25, 2010, 11:07 AM
Un-peace
Wth, not a good feeling.Tuesday, April 20, 2010, 9:32 AM
Happiness
is laughing your heart out in the train with him on a blue Monday night :)Kiss.